SWAMI SHIVAPADANANDA
DAILY READINGS
From Mother Radha's recordings of Swamiji
Day 501
Swamiji continues speaking on Niyama
Three: Mortification, austerity [tapasya]. When you place too much stress on physical things and do not think about God, then you become an ascetic. When you mortify your body you get different powers. You do a lot of things - except know God. God does not want you to torture your body, He wants you to have intense devotion, intense yearning for Him. It is not by cutting off all your hair, by putting on a mala [prayer beads], or standing on one leg, that you can get God. No. Moderation is the word, not mortification.
When you perform austerities you get stuck in virtues, in morals. You want everybody to behave like you do. You will say, 'You must sit like this and you must do that.' You will have a paw-paw [glum] face, no smile, nothing - as if God has got no sunshine in heaven. I do not believe in a God like that. I want a God that when I see Him I must laugh, I must joke, I must dance, I must sing - but with sense and mind control. (We may be doing these things now but without sense and mind control.) Austerity means: Moderately do your sadhana [spiritual practice].
Four: Study and devotion to God. You must study anything that gives you mind and sense control. Do not stop there. Side by side with this have increased devotion to the lotus feet of your Ishta Devata [personal deity]; and know that that Ishta Devata is Omnipresent, Omniscient and Omnipotent. In addition to these niyamas you must do regular sadhana. You must do it regularly, do not miss a single day.
You must have humility. You must become more humble than the grass. How will you become humble? Will you go about prostrating to everybody? No. To become humble you must know that God has all the might and that we only have a minute part of that might. Become like a speck of dust in front of the huge mountain of God's might, of God's mercy, of God's truthfulness. Think to yourself: 'No matter how much truthfulness I have I still have very little compared with God's. No matter how honest I am I still have very little honesty compared with God's. No matter how much mercy and compassion I have, I still have very little compared to God's.' Like this I must humble myself. You will find in all this that service, selfless service, is the main thing, because that is what purifies you.
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