[2nd President and Spiritual Head: the Ramakrishna Centre of South Africa]
[now a Centre of the international Ramakrishna Math and Ramakrishna Mission]
DAILY READINGS
Selected from Mother Radha's recordings of Swamiji.
Day 987
Devotee asks a question: Swamiji, in order to attend a satsang [prayer or religious service] your mind and body must first be pure?
Swamiji: No! It needn't be. What kind of people go to the swimming pool? What kind of people go to the bathroom? Dirty people…this is what Master [Sri Ramakrishna] was explaining. When he says 'colour your cloth', it doesn't mean that cloth [mind]is pure. Keep colouring it – it'll take the colour of purity.
Devotee: If you're tired…
Swamiji: It doesn't matter! The mind will look for an excuse. Didn't you see that when you sat down, you started yawning? [devotees chuckle]. Didn't you see? It happens. Then you start feeling creaking pains here and there. And yet when you're watching TV, nothing happens. Because you don't like this thing, therefore the mind starts reacting that way.
We have to force ourselves now – let's be frank with ourselves. Your son may not like to go to school. He'll say, 'When my mind is alright I'll go. I get a headache at school.' Your mind is a spoilt child. It's a brat of the first order. You must force it to do the right thing. Otherwise you'll get old. When you get old where are you going to have the opportunity to do it? Now at least, even if your mind is tired, you're young, you have the vigour, you can manage it. But when you're old?
Some people say, 'When I'm old I'll read the Bhagavatam.' Then the only time I see them reading the Bhagavatam is when it's read for them when they're dead. [all laugh] That body is lying there and you find all the others are reading and that fellow can't hear. I have seen this. No, let us not use excuses. You must adopt the attitude of non-cooperation with your mind. Like your little boy wants to go to town on a day that you're not going. You think you'll take special trouble and take him to town? You won't go. Nonsense. You must be like that with your mind. Your mind is spoilt. Spoilt! It won't do you good. You've tried all the different things. They didn't give you satisfaction. You think this little thing is going to give you satisfaction? Take your age and watch how much more you have to go. People only live to about 60 now. Forget 100 years. And if you're already 35 or 40 you've only got about 20 left in which to score the goal. [Swamiji chuckles]. And you're still waiting.
It's like saying, 'I'll swim in the ocean when the waves cease to be'. That will never be. The senses won't want to stop. You'll want more pleasures. Forget it. Make it behave by force. Don't stop it completely. Moderate it. Regulate it. What must you do? Moderate it. Regulate it. That is what is said very symbolically in the Tantric [occult] worship. They say the sadhaka [spiritual aspirant or practitioner] should sit on a dead body and do japa [meditative repetition of a mantra (sacred word or sound syllable) or one of the many names attributed to God] thousands of times. After a time the dead body will open its mouth – you must quickly feed it something or it'll swallow you up. What is the meaning of that? This body is already dead. We are sitting on it. While the mouth is closed, start taking God's name. When the senses start, you want sex, your eyes want to see pleasurable things - then give it a little something. A few grains. When that calms it a little bit, quickly rush to take God's name again.
Any sense that troubles you – that you can't contain [manage] – give it a little. But don't feed it. It will over-indulge and then it will devour you. That's the meaning. When that thing opens its mouth, put in a few grains. Only a few?...grains. And while it's chewing, you now have the time to carry on with repeating God's name. You gave your senses a little something. When the senses settle down, then quickly – make haste – to take God's name.
Look, tell me sincerely – you people think you take God's name? You don't really take God's name. But you imagine you're taking God's name. If you take God's name, God has no alternative but to run after his name. Meaning, if you sincerely take God's name, you'll be mad after God. The love of God must come inside you. So we are trying to take God's name but we haven't really taken God's name. We think we are meditating and as long as we think we're meditating, we are not meditating. We are thinking.
You understand my darling son? So don't let us bluff ourselves. The thing is that we must look at ourselves sincerely and look at it with disgust. How we are bluffing ourselves. You think your wife and children, your brothers and sisters and your friends, when you're suffering with a headache, that they will take the pain for you? Forget it. Nobody will save you at the time of death when you're choking, when your ears are getting hot and your eyes are looking all around. The only thing they can do is cry. That is also imitation love. Three days after your death they'll have to go back to feeding themselves otherwise they will be in the same position as you. [all laugh]
1) Care should be taken by the reader to understand and take Swamiji's words in these postings, in context. Every teaching or instruction that he gave was specific to the people who were with Swamiji at the time.
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For more about the Holy Trinity, and also the founding Swamis of the Ramakrishna Centre of South Africa, please mouse over their names below:
Sri Ramakrishna Sri Sarada Devi Swami Vivekananda
Swami Nischalananda Swami Shivapadananda
The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna - read online
Reference websites - please mouse over the name and click to connect:
Ramakrishna Math and Mission Ramakrishna Centre of South Africa Ramakrishna Dham