[Pictured- a japa mala - rosary]
[2nd President and Spiritual Head: the Ramakrishna Centre of South Africa]
[now a Centre of the international Ramakrishna Math and Ramakrishna Mission]
DAILY READINGS
Day 993
I know many people make many excuses [to avoid meditating] – forget it. You must be sincere. You must use non-cooperation, don't cooperate with your mind. Go to bed early. Get up at four in the morning. Even if you get up at five o'clock it's still good. You must make up your mind. You are intelligent people. I haven't seen that if a man has to open a surgery at 3 o'clock that he goes and opens it at 6 o'clock. He goes there at 3 o'clock. Why? Because it's important or pressing. That means God is not that pressing for you. He can wait. Why? He doesn't wait. He's where he is. We have to make the move. Who has to make the move?...we have to.
In the beginning I used to do this and I found it very, very, very helpful. I did not sit for a long time. I would just go into the shrine to tell one mala [108 repetitions of the mantra on a rosary of prayer beads]. That's all. I must do that mala – no matter where I am at that time, I'll run to tell the [beads of the] mala. And you know how I used to do that mala? For about five or six years I only did that mala. How? I didn't know what devotion or love were. I only knew that I was told to do one mala, 'Om namah Shivaya, Om namah Shivaya, Om namah Shivaya, Om namah Shivaya, Om namah Shivaya.' Mala finished or not? [devotees chuckling] 'Om namah Shivaya.' And I can tell you that just keeping that routine, and not even doing it correctly [rushing through it], later on bore fruit in the form of love - to do it exactly, to do it right. But in the beginning I just did it [mechanically] because somebody told me to do it - without love, without devotion [bhakti], without faith [shraddha]. But at those exact times I used to do it. I used to feel, if I don't do it, then I'm letting that man down – not God.
But do you even have love like that for your Guru [spiritual Preceptor]? That if my Guru said I'd let him down because he expects me to do it. Then how, even if you haven't got love for the physical form, how are you later going to have love for that one which is formless? From that point of view, the word of the Guru is supposed to be mantra [sacred words].
You can bluff everybody, you can even bluff yourself, but when the time comes and you knock at the door, and you look at your bank book, it's in overdraft. No friends will help you. A real guru will say, 'Lock him up.' That's what a real Guru will say. 'Let him learn his lesson. [Swamiji chuckles] All these days I gave him grace he misused it, now lock him up [let him suffer]. That's also my grace'.
Fathers and mother love in two ways – sometimes they spank [discipline] the child. Sometimes you caress the child. Both are love. Both are his grace – the grace of the father and mother. Not so? So don't get used to the one way only. Don't worry, the time is coming now to put the foot down. You must do sadhana [spiritual practice] then you'll come across these obstacles, then you will answer. If you're not doing it properly, you'll watch – it won't come.
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For more about the Holy Trinity, and also the founding Swamis of the Ramakrishna Centre of South Africa, please mouse over their names below:
Sri Ramakrishna Sri Sarada Devi Swami Vivekananda
Swami Nischalananda Swami Shivapadananda
The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna - read online
Reference websites - please mouse over the name and click to connect:
Ramakrishna Math and Mission Ramakrishna Centre of South Africa Ramakrishna Dham